Confession of a very emo bride-to-be.

Saw Gan's Dr Dre Beats headphone lying pitifully on his desk while he was away for event so I decided to do him a favor and took it home for safety sake, what if somebody steal it! (actually I just want to use it =P) Stayed home on Friday night to indulge in music with the headphone.

I'm registering my marriage this Sunday, and I wonder if it's the power of Dr Dre Beats headphone or am I experiencing emotional roller coaster, all the songs played in my iPod makes me wanna cry. I did actually. Suddenly I just feel so emotional, it struck me like a flash of light. I have no idea if it's me or it's the bloody headphone.


When Alvin proposed to me, I was over the moon. Making the preparation and planning was so stressfully enjoyable. But now that the date is drawing near, reality suddenly hit me and I came upon to my conscience that I'M REALLY GETTING MARRIED, no shit.  The responsibility, the commitment, the status. Everything is not tied by a string anymore, it's now solid hard and real. I can't cut it off just like that anymore, everything has consequences now.

For 26 years I'm so used to the single status, but now I'm going to be someone's wife, changing my status to married and it will be that way for the rest of my life. From the surface, it looks like it's just a process, no big deal. But emotionally, it's a life changing experience to me. I don't know how to put it in words, the feeling is indescribable.

The songs in my iPod have been with me since my college days. 8 years have passed and I went through so many heartbreaks along the way. Each and every song reminds me of some memories. All the heart wrenching experiences have brought me here today and now, I'm getting married. I wish the people who once hurt me and the people I've once hurt in the past, to lead a happy life. Because...I'm happy now.

The most amazing love story in 4 minutes. No words, no special effect, just pure love.