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Thursday, April 29, 2010

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂, 我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

His sense of emptiness lingered in his car
The wind in the subway was heavier than the memories
The whole city was waiting for me
But there was still a relationship drifting along

The only regret was on the day he left
The tears from my eyes could not be stopped
If that moment happens again I will not cry
To let him know that I could move on

I loved him truly, madly, deeply
My dream was relentlessly broken but it won't be forgotten
I believed that the future was tomorrow because of him
No matter how bad it turned out, I wasn't willing to wake up

I loved him but I was stumbling into despair
My heart was deeply hurt but will not forget
We no longer belong to this place
It used to be heaven, but now an absurdity

Even if there were still regrets,but so what?
I was hurt, felt the pain and realized, but will it change anything?
We once relied on each others shoulder
But now we just wander alone in a sea of strangers

I loved him truly, madly, deeply
My dream was relentlessly broken but it won't be forgotten
Couldn't escape hurting each other as love became deeper
The deeper the dependence, the further the absence
How should we love?


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'Everyone needs to fall down once or twice in their lives to grow up,
so it's ok to fall. Just make sure you stand up on your feet again with a smile."

Friday, April 23, 2010

New member in the family!

PUT YOUR HANDS TOGETHER AND GIVE A ROUND OF APPLAUSE TO THE NEW MEMBER TO JOIN IN THE FAMILY!

LOMOGRAPHY "GOLDEN HALF" !!!!

After getting myself the Fujifilm Instax Mini, I fell in love with these toy cameras! Nowadays digital cameras have overcome all the film cameras. The convenience of checking out the quality after taking the pictures are so overwhelmed, people don't buy films anymore as it is too risky and expensive. You need to spend money to develope the pictures in order to see the results. But for digital camera, you just click, check and delete.

Everyone store pictures in the computer nowadays and post them up in Facebook or any other websites to share with friends. And so films have become a long gone history. But it is the feeling of holding the pictures and sharing with your friends that ignite the memories. Do you have the feeling of warmth and love when you receive an e-card compared to a real card posted to you with stamps and the sender's handwriting on it?

Therefore I got myself a polaroid, the anticipation of seeing the picture instantly after whoring out with your friends are so fun! Seriously!

And it has been a century since I develope real pictures out of films. So I got myself a lomography camera! Why buy a normal film camera since I already got digital cameras, I might as well buy a film camera that gives me the special effect! After browsing through websites and months of thinking, I chose the Golden Half. Why? Because it's a half frame camera! That means you buy a roll of film that has 36 frames, but the pictures you get in the end has 72 frames! Still don't get what I mean? 2 pictures in 1 piece of photo! "Tei Tou Lan!"

Picture courtesy of theclickshop.net

There are 6 patterns to choose from, but I chose the colorful "Telepathy".

Look how small it is in Alvin's palms!

Can't wait to try out this camera, will post up the pictures as soon as I finish the films and develope them! =)

People collect designer bags and shoes, I collect cameras that capture moments and restore memories =)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Weekend Plan // Penang

I went to Penang on the 3rd of April, I know...it was eons ago. But I just can't find any extra time to blog and edit the pictures! I have been really busy at work T_T

But it's a good thing though, having lots of things to do at work is better than rotting in the office until I had to come to the point of joining forums like fashion and even ghosts! Eeeekk!!!!

The initial plan was to celebrate my sister's birthday. I purposely bought 2 executive coach bus ticket for me and Alvin to endure the 4.5 hours ride from KL to Penang. But my sister and her clan decided to go back Ipoh to visit my grandma in the last minute because she fell down and broke the bone underneath her pelvis bone.

My grandma is a very strong person, she never complain and never whine. But according to my aunt that night, my grandma couldn't move at all after falling down and was complaining excruciating pain. Ambulance was called to take her to the hospital and after some scanning and checking, it was confirmed that her bone was broken into 2 parts and need to undergo surgery. I was heartbroken and dead worry. I was torn apart by 2 options: either I cancel the trip (that include hotel and bus tickets) and go back Ipoh to see my grandma...or carry on with the trip.

I didn't want to be labeled as the bad daughter for neglecting the family, yet I didn't want to disappoint Alvin because I know he had been looking forward to this trip.

At last after some discussion with my mom and sister, I decided to carry on since the money have been paid for the bus and hotel. My sister was there to take care of the house while my mom took care of my grandma in the hospital, so my mom asked me to continue to Penang. I kept myself updated about my grandma's condition and promised my mom that I would be back the following week.

It was heart wrenching to see the grandma that used to take care of me while I was a child have became so old and still need to endure such pain at this old age. She could hardly move on the first two weeks. But now coming to the third week, she finally have the strength to move and stand, though she still can't walk yet. But I'm sure that she will manage to walk again in no time =)

Back to the happier side of the post. Here are some pictures I took during the trip.

We decided on a budget trip so everything had to be withing the budget. Therefore we stayed in a budget hotel at the famous Gurney. At first my mind was clustered with many "what if's" since it's a budget hotel.

What if the place is for people to do "bed activities"?
What if the bathroom is the breeding ground for cockroaches?!
What if the bedsheets still have the previous tenant's DNA leftovers?
And the what if goes on....

But to my surprise, the room was very spacious, neat and clean! Not to the standard of any high class hotel but it still meets the standard of an average 3 stars hotel! And the best part was the hotel is situated right in the middle of Gurney and just only a minute walk from the beach =)

Carrying the name of "Good Hope Inn" (I know...it sounds lame) But I think the owner must have wanted the people to come to their hotel with hopes and leave with a good impression=GOOD HOPE *ding!*

Oh! Superior Deluxe Room is just RM90! What a steal!

Pictures courtesy of Good Hope Inn official website.

As the tide went low, the beach looked very muddy and dirty with rubbish everywhere. But I was shocked to see storks searching for food! Food in the Penang ocean?! There were probably baby diapers, oil and even char kuey teow in the water! Eewwww!!!!!

It was raining the whole day. We got to stroll along the Gurney Drive for an hour plus for pictures and food, but it started to pour like the end of the world after that. We had to stop twice because of the heavy rain, first in the luxurious G Hotel and next in the mamak stall (which nearly got blown away by the strong wind!

The following day we took taxi to Kek Lok Si temple (budget trip konon, took taxi some more =_=) and the place was rather different from the very last time I went there, which was 5 years ago. I think we walked every inches and corners of the temple, under the hot sun! It poured like dog shit on the day before and hot like bowling oil on the following day, the earth is getting crazier! End of the world is drawing near!

In the inclined lift going up to the newly built Guan Yin statue.
I thought temple should be holy, as in people should walk all the way up. But temples are catching up with the technology, now they have INCLINED LIFT!

HEIGHT!!!! *faints*

The gigantic Guan Yin statue, the place was closed forbidding admittance, cis! Kek Lok Si must be receiving lots of money and donations, they are building lots of new stuff! And I'm not talking about small ponds or buy new tortoises, but huge ass statues and big ass roofs!

In front of the Guan Yin statue was a tent selling roof tiles for donation. Every RM30 you will get to doodle anything you like on a piece of roof tile that will soon be installed on another new temple. But on the way up in the inclined lift, I saw pieces of roof tiles stacked up somewhere in the corner of the temple with faded writings and doodlings on it. So don't expect to have your masterpiece on the roof after the new temple is done thanks to the rain and sun that washes off all the ink. But I guess people giving out money is just for the sake of donating to the temple and not solely because they want the roof to have their writings on it.

And speaking about donation, there were lots of bowls with labels on them, stating "luck", "wealth", "health", etc. So I put a cent in each of the bowl hoping to have all the charms in my pocket! =)

And so it did! Halfway walking around the temple, I picked up RM20 on the floor! WAHAHAHAHA!!!!! Make more donations and you will get back your repay!!! (Such pure evil intention, not sincere in making donations at all!)

Make a wish and ring the bell =)

We intended to conquer the pagoda. It was said that we need to round the pagoda clockwise level by level in attempt to have good luck. And so we did...but look what happened.

Hahahaha!!! Alvin stopped halfway and gave up!


I love taking panaroma pictures lately! It's so beautiful to see things in a wider angle =)

And there goes another weekend plan. I road trips. It happened that Alvin and I like to take pictures and love to spend quality time together. And by quality time I mean just the 2 of us without intruders. So both of us plan for road trip or outing at least once a month. So far, we have been to:

01) Bukit Tinggi
02) Tanjung Sepat
03) Bali (does it considered as road trip?)
04) Cameron Highlands
05) Taiwan (kinda too far to be considered as road trip right?)
06) Genting Highlands
07) Malacca
08) Cherating
09) Batu Caves
10) i-City
11) Ipoh (my hometown, we go once a month)
12) Penang

Where is the next stop? =)

Sunday, April 18, 2010

I'm getting old.

How do I know that I'm getting old? Simple.

10 things to prove Britney's "I'm not a girl, not yet a woman' is not my song anymore. Because I'm ALREADY a woman riding in her car going 120km/h chasing her dreams!

Then: Flat straight hair like chopsticks!
Now: It's all about volume, baby!

Then: Cute fluffy bags or cheapo pvc bags from the flea market.
Now: Bags at least with brands and good quality so it lasts! Now I hunt for Victoria Secret, Charles and Keith...if I have the extra, I aim for Gucci, Louis Vuitton, Coach.

Then: Colorful T-shirt with cartoon character prints on it.
Now: More feminine dresses and most of all my favorite, leggings!

Then: Sneakers and lala looking flats.
Now: Sky scrapper stilettos.

Then: Buy me cute plush toys and I'll be over the moon.
Now: Don't even think I'll lift the corner of my lips if you don't have diamond or white gold (platinum will be the best, but rose gold will be good too)

Then: A cute boyfriend to bring me out for movies and dates.
Now: Look doesn't matter, treat me nice and have what it takes to secure me financially and emotionally for the future...because wedding bells are ringing in my head already!

Then: Stay at home to online and play computer games.
Now: Pamper myself with facials, manicure/pedicure or massage after work!

Then: "Who cares, I'll go with the flow."
Now: It's all about responsibility.

Then: Just a simple cleanser and moisturizer.
Now: Cleanser, Toner, Moisturizer, Serum, Masks and the list goes on.

And most of all....

Then: I could sit for hours on the floor without getting the sensation of 10,000 squads of ants biting my legs.
Now: Backache everyday after sitting the same position for just half an hour!